This is a website to help the seekers of truth and wisdom
This is the place you have been SEEKING, it will have much information to help seekers find truth and gain wisdom, it will have links to information to help you on your road to enlightenment
Truth comes from Enlightenment
If you don't think that GOD has written ALL of the scriptures, just read some of them and you will SEE the Truth
WHO AM I?
This is a question that I ask because I no longer feel real, my body is a nuisance and what I think is now meaningless, there is something hidden, I am unaware of what is going on, I am a spectator in some elaborate game to which I do not know the rules,
the puppet master knows the rules but keeps the secret for it's self, I am being tested, I am being put into situations just to see what will happen, I am a lab rat in the ultimate game of existence ever dreamed of, the actors are all unknowingly playing this game along with me, the rules of the game are learned as the game is played,
the game is played over and over and over again and again until all of the rules are adhered to sufficiently enough where playing the game any further is a waste, the game cannot be saved, but some knowledge in the way of mystical instinct is carried on to the next level of the game,
the ultimate goal of the game is to have no emotion other than love and it's constituents, ultimately knowledge and wisdom is the key to completing this game, once you are aware there is a game being played, it is to your best advantage to let the other players in on the rules that you have learned so you all may help each other complete this game in a civilized manner,
there are roles and attitudes in this game that have the potential to set you back in your advancements, do not get caught in these traps, also there are people operating in this game at a more advanced level than your own, they have the knowledge and wisdom, they know the cheat codes so to speak, to traverse the perils and requirements to be successful.
Who Am I? I have a better clue now, I work to balance my actions with my emotions in order to complete this level successfully, I have played hundreds of levels, all different for the most part, if I fail a level, it must be played again until the balance is met, there are no exceptions to this rule,
but there is more than one way to skin a cat, the ones at the higher levels have given me the cheat codes to excel, to even skip some levels, I must keep studying in order to keep up with the rules, as the rules are Law and must be adhered to in order to complete the game, this game is hard.
Especially in the beginning, I endure, I persist, I can see the Light at the end of the Tunnel, it is so close, I can almost recognize something familiar, another level is completed and another, clarity is approaching, the veil is lifting, the fog is finally dispersing and I can see it's ME at the end of the tunnel,
a reflection of my efforts staring back at all who I have been, I AM the puppet master, I have been orchestrating this game the whole time, WHO AM I?.....I AM!
I Seek and I don't Like what I Find
My seeking has led me to information that I don't like, What should I do?
Not all of your seeking will be pleasant as that is reality, the unpleasant is needed to balance the pleasant, the results will ultimately be to your liking or at least equal out your understanding of a certain subject.
The seeking of knowledge is an ongoing thing, even when you have an epiphany that creates an elation of satisfaction in an area of study, this is only the start, when you feel that you know nothing compared to what needs to be learned, you have made a great leap in your knowledge.
Sometimes I get stuck on Ideas for what to seek for, this is the time I just read some of the massive amounts I have accumulated and sooner or later I will be led to something new, I knew there was a reason that I downloaded the book!
It's quite common for me to be following a few trails in my seeking, and I often switch between these paths regularly, try to always have much more stuff than you can read in a few weeks on hand, this will allow you to keep your seeking engaged constantly.
Eventually, you will come upon some information that will lead you on a seeking journey, the destination unknown to you as of yet, but the drive will be powerful, don't be afraid to mix it up,
meaning, if it is a spiritual journey, don't be discouraged into searching in places that are seemingly less spiritual, also if it is a scientific journey, don't be against the notion that a religious or spiritual aspect may be apparent,
stick to your strengths and passions at first, until your knowledge has increased to a point to explore even further.
Widening the Path to Knowledge
I have a mission here, a mission to present what I have learned in my life to everyone who is seeking answers to not easily answered questions, my path shall be broad, broad enough to encompass ideas from different angles in order to be understood more completely,
so if it sounds like I am stating the same things over and over, I am aiming to present it in subtle different versions so that the idea that I am trying to convey eventually works it's way into your mind and understanding.
My main theme in all of these sites will be Duality, duality of the personality, divided into essentially good and bad or material and spiritual ideals,
this duality will need to be recognized and controlled, it can never be destroyed because it is a part of our material existence, it must be observed and channeled where the ONE that results from these two are an acceptable outcome to you and humanity.
I personally try to push the envelope so to speak by eradicating portions of my material self so I may observe the outcome of my newest ONE, this started small and slow and has steadily increased over the years, habits have been stopped, indulgences have been limited and attitudes have been modified, my life style has changed also,
but I do not believe that I can take all of the credit for some of the things, in the past year, my soul's essence has played a part in what it wants also, I do have to exercise my free will sometimes when I believe it is for my best welfare, this is where it becomes foggy as to if I am doing better than my soul wants or what?
I had noticed that I was not so inclined to take vitamins anymore, usually I am a regular vitamin taker, but the feeling and subtle differences in my well being are sometimes confusing, so now I only take vitamins when I am going to do some strenuous work and know that they will be more completely absorbed.
Also when it comes to taking medication like cholesterol medicine, I believe my soul would prefer that I didn't, but last time I had it checked, it was sky high. I recently had to have a tooth pulled and they had to place some bone material in the extraction area to insure that it would heal strong enough to accept an implant,
the process involved taking amoxicillin for 3 weeks, this was a major problem for my essence as it bucked it all of the way, and it wasn't a case of being allergic because none of the symptoms corresponded to any sort of allergy.
So far my souls essence has ended my eating of meat, the drinking of any sort of alcohol, a huge reduction of sugar, my food intake has lowered by 30% and vitamins and medicine has been drastically reduced, the results are a more complete control of my emotions, nervous habits have decreased and material desires are all but gone.
This has opened up new avenues towards my enlightenment, I have become more readily available to meditate and do yoga and other concentration exercises including studies in powers of nature, I am still far from where I want to be, but it is becoming easier to implement new things to do in my life.
Everyone's seeking drive is different, not everyone is driven so overtly to cause a big difference in life style, in many people it is so subtle that it is mostly unnoticed by them as being anything out of the ordinary,
these people just pursue what interests them, nothing supernatural intervenes in their lives, this is the status quo for these people, I seemed to be one of these people for awhile, my material pursuits masked any unordinary advances I may have come upon,
it wasn't until I had reached the point where I had learned enough about reality, where the changes started to affect me in a profound way, the veil had been lifted enough where my soul saw it's opening and jumped in,
for the most part, a cession of material desires coupled with a discontinuation of eating meat set the ball rolling for me, until I have a complete grasp of what my soul intends to do,
I cannot release as much control as it seems to wish me to do, don't be afraid to keep control until you have a keen grasp of the path that you are being led upon.
You must strive to keep diversified in what you seek, there may be a subject that doesn't interest you or even repels you to some extent but you have been led in this direction for some reason,
stay alert! This may be your calling, for some reason you have been led here and a bright light may go off in your mind or in your heart telling you "this is it" , this seeking maze that you may have been in for who knows how long has finally come to "the prize" ,
do not pass up this chance, it may be a field that you have some experience in or some natural expertise that you were not previously aware of.
The truths that you seek are out there, be sure to listen to your inner self for guidance, there is something much greater than you are aware of and it is out to help you and humanity.